My words aren’t doing the trick.
It’s action time.
Tough love time.
Not for you, but for me.
I need to put myself first.
You had seven months. I am no longer supporting you financially. That has not worked out well.
You’re on your own.
You’re welcome to live here, assuming you pay rent/utilities. We’re welcome to work together.
But the trust? Gone, more or less.
This may feel abrupt to you. Upon thinking reflectively, however, I do not think it’s all that sudden. There was much smoke and many warning signs.
I’ve finally decided that your problems will no longer be my problems.
I have no interest in rehashing what happened, what went wrong, etc. I have surprisingly little to say.
I’ve talked enough. So have you. I will let my actions do the talking from now on.
Flattery. Secret Societies and Warfare.
I pray to all my ancestors. Please guide me. I open up the entirety of my being — spirit, mental, emotional, physical — and allow your Will and Spirit to empower me, to shine Light in your image.
I pray for respect, peace, equanimity, humility, wisdom and discrimination.
I walk in the shadow of your Light, Embert Paul Madison.
“Being spiritual has nothing to do with what you believe and everything to
do with your state of consciousness.”
– Eckhart Tolle
T. Harv Eker:
“In every forest, on every farm, in every orchard on
earth, what’s under the ground creates what’s above the ground. That’s
why placing your attention on the fruits you have already grown is futile.
You can’t change the fruits that are already hanging on the tree. But you
can change tomorrow’s fruits. To do so, you will have to dig below the
ground and strengthen the roots.”
“The secret of being a bore is to tell
everything,” said French writer Voltaire.
“You need to learn how to select your thoughts just the same way you
select your clothes every day. That’s a power you can cultivate. If you
want to control things in your life so bad, work on the mind. That’s the
only thing you should be trying to control.”
— Elizabeth Gilbert
“The whole point of Jesus’s life was not that we should become exactly
like him, but that we should become ourselves in the same way he
became himself. Jesus was not the great exception but the great
– Carl Jung
I learned how to take my power and energy back.
What I have to write is not fit for public consumption.
Private. Art is created for me, and art is created for the public.
For too long I conflated the two.
I will be back soon.